That all changed upon my arrival at GW.
Meeting Modern Orthodox Jews and really getting to know them for the first time definitely changed my views on Judaism, especially my own perceptions of the religion. Even meeting other Conservative Jews changed my opinions. It was bizarre to me that I actually knew people who wouldn't eat meat our (or even dairy) if they were not 100% positive it was Kosher. And I'm not talking about pork vs. beef. I'm talking Kosher butcher, a hechsher (certification), the whole shabang.
To give a little background, I had always thought of myself as Conservadox (a combination of Conservative and Orthodox), having very little knowledge of the typical Orthodox lifestyle. That is, until I arrived at college (sensing a theme?), when I realized that I'm really, really, staunchly Conservative.
Now, over the last two years, I have been grappling with my level of observance of kashrut, Jewish dietary laws. And for some reason, over the last two weeks, I have gradually decided that I will not eat meat out anymore. I will only eat meat that has a hechsher.
Because that's how I do things. If you know one thing about me, it's that I'm extremely indecisive. I will spend hours, days, weeks, even months making the most minute of decisions. Just like everything else, it took me a while to officially decide I was not going to eat meat out.
I couldn't tell you why I suddenly made this decision, but for some reason, it just feels right. At least for now. I like to think I'm on a little ride and I'm seeing where it will take me. For now, things are all right. I will certainly keep you updated.
Peace, love, and happiness.